I love him so much!!

Well after 6 months of being technically along and trying to find someone that will fill the emptiness he left, he called and things got out of hands because now after having the best night of my life nothing happens. I know it was a one time deal but I love him and I want things to go back the way they were. I wish this new year will make him realize how stupid he is acting. Everyone around him can tell how dumb he is being because I can give him the world. I love this boy so much. I have tried so many times to get back with him, and in new years's eve without even provoquing it things just happened. It was the best night in 6 months because I miss him. I miss sleeping everyday by his side, and going places and feeling proud that he choose me. Why can things go back to the way they were???Why can he realize how perfect we are for eachother??