I cant stand this.

I hate going to places and all I can think is about him. I used to be so happy and I could go anywhere and enjoy myself. I hate my life like this because I miss him so much. I hate not having him in my life. Why did thinks get so wrong. I wish that I could understand when my life got so screwed up. I want everything to go back the way it was. I dont want to be with anybody else. Why do we fall in love with the wrong people at the wrong time. Why can we fall in love and that person feel the same way. I hate this situation because I feel like I am dying inside. I losing all the hope that I have. I dont want him to know that I feel this way but I misss him why cant he feel the same way about me. I love him.