My b-day is coming up.

Two days till my bday and still miss erich, why things didnt work out I still dont know. I hate this situation because I want him by my side and I cant. School starts in a month I can wait because that way at least I will be busy. Its being a month and I can get over him yet. Its going to be hard finding someone like him. He was my prince I saw the rest of my life with him. I still have hope but I am going to start letting him continue on with his life because what else can I do. I misssss him. LOL.