Found some hope...

Well my inlaw called me about 10 minutes ago and he wants me to go a visit him...He wants me to go and see his son and act like nothhing happened. He told me that he is really suffering my lost that he sits in front of the tv, eats, takes a shower and goes to sleep. Without even saying a word. I mean like he is thinking about stuff all the time. His dad told me he is giving me driving lessons this weekend and that he is going to help me fix all this. Who will know his son better than a parent. I am excited but scare at the same time I dont want him to treat me badly or anything. I am to emotional sometimes. But I am excited I being talking about him all day my friend over here tell me after I get over it I will have to take her into terapy. I am driving the poor girl nuts. Well I dont know but the worse war to lose is the one that is not done. I want to fight for his love whats the worst thing not having him as a friend I dont think that could have happen even if I dont fight for him. Being friends with someone you once loved never works unless is like someone you really didnt felt for. Well give comments and dont be harsh people lol.