It's over....comments please.
Well I finally call him up today cause I didnt know what else to do, it was either that or going nuts not knowing why he had asked for some time. He told me I was great and all those things but that I was expecting to much of him and he cant give me that. Its kinda like he is saying that he doesnt believe in love and thats what I want. I really like him and I can believe it took him that long to tell me that. Its kinda like a relationship based in lies, which he said it wasnt because he never lied to me. He told me everything he gave me, and showed me was true and all I saw it was him caring and loving me so I dont want to think anymore. I am sad and I can stop craying because I am starting to lose faith in love and I dont want that. Sometims I think that I dont diserve to be happy because it seems like I am happy for a period of time and then everything brakes like a glass. I know I am 18 and it might seem like I am to dramatic but is this pain ever go away or is this how life is because I can go on living like this. Finding a great guy, falling for him and then everything brakes again. Comments please
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bkro9 on
I am proud of you. Honestly...if he wanted more he'd give you more. None of this "I need more space" and other excuses ever fly. If they want to be with you, they will. Good job in wanting more for yourself! You will find someone that wants to give the same that you want to give to the relationship! There's plenty of time. Trust me on that.
holls on
i'm sure this is hard...but don't lose faith in it...it will happen eventualy...you still have plenty of time. and i guess thats probably exactly what you don't want to hear because its sort of like an easy answer but its not really that easy (if that makes any sense). things happen...they fall apart and you learn and you grow from these things i think. if you lose faith in things because it falls apart with one person you might be passing up on the good things that could come later. all ya can do is get up and keep on going :)
xEmoLoverx23 on
just be glad you didnt hurt yourself. i really would have like cut myself cuz i wouldnt have been able to cry. to me cryng is weakness and weakness is bad. i was in the same situation and a couple nights ago i had a break down. i was on the side of a bridge ready to jump.
