Another day.

My day started really weird couldnt sleep last night a lot of nightmares for some reason.... and I went to macdonals last night and I woke up feeling a little sick. Talk to my bf and well he was doing an oil change to his car and told me we were going to see each other later and its 5 pm and still havent show. I dont know what to think sometimes with him, he can be so loving and so caring and sometimes he can go on without showing any emotion at all. I know he must like me otherwise why would he still be with me, but wow he is a hand full. I am starting to think that I really like him and care a lot about him otherwise why would I get to upset about this things. Its too soon to the say the word love but sometimes I wonder if I love him and I have no idea how much. I fall in love to quickly and thats why I´ve suffer through out the years. Comments and suggestiongs are always welcome.