thing are getting better.

Its being almost a week since it happen and I am doing better, I just can believe he is gone and I could even say good bye or anything. I mean tell him how much I love him and stuff. He knew but I just feel like I need to tell him one more time, so he would remember. On the other hand I am happy because my bf is being nice so far. I though he was going to be a crazy bastard just like the others but he hasnt so far. He is really loving and caring. I hope we last a long time because he is great. Tommorrow is lacee's birhtday if you read this happy birthday hunny I'll call you ok. And if you have something plan I might come over and spend the afternoon with you or something. Well my life is getting back on track finally I am making up hours because of lots of absenses that I have, but its all good cant wait until graduation. YAY. Have fun people because we only have one life, and we neeed to learn to enjoy it. lol.