My grandfather died.

Well thinks are now worst because my granfather died yesterday. I am so sad because he meant everything to me. My mom and my cousin are a wreck and well I am trying to seem like the strongest one but seriously I want to scream. My bf has being very supportive and we being together for 2 weeks or maybe a week and a half. I dont know but he is so nice to me. I am happy for that part but why do good people are the one who suffered more in the world why my granpa had to died. I really miss him and sometimes I thinks that is all a dream and nothing is real. I wish that could be true. I am trying not to think much about it because I really hate being sad. I keep all to myself. I can have fun and laughing and dying inside at the same time. Well keep you post it. Bye. Lacee happy birhtday hunny I am going to see if I can come over on saturday to celebrate your birthday ok. bye.