Boys are nuts...

Boys are completely nuts this days I dont know what their deal is. I called Ale oh well he called me and we started to talk and how when he came we were going to see how are feelings for eachothers are if just a friend thing or a bf-gf situation. I dont know....also I called the internation bf of mine and ohhh my god he is the sweetest boy ever. He told me how he misses me and wish I was there...and how he went to a dinner at a friend house and all there was missing was me. His sister loves me, or basically everybody in that family likes me a lot. I dont know what I am going to do because I hate long distance relationship they never work or at least not for me. But I dont know I feel the need of having this one to see how it is going to turn out. I really miss everybody back from where I am from....Plus my cousin is insisting on me going to Miami for 2 weeks and I really want to go seriously because I missed them and I want to see Ale too. I dont know I am so freaking confused about all this...but I need to go through it because if I would have stayed living over there I would have had to deal with Ale sooner or later. Ok and my friends are going to a hell of other stuff and I just freaking out completely. Hope everything works out for the best. LOVE TO EVERYONE.