Facing my past.

Well Lacee is Ale is the one who lives in Miami. And well he called last night and told me he is thinking about coming to Austin over the next months and also that he might even think to move over here. I dont really want to make my hopes up. And I know that I still have the bf in Cuba but I dont know I really confused about all this. Basically I dont really know them know them. I havent seen any of them in 6 years. They could have changed a lot. I think that I getting confunsed because I want to see them so bad. But until I see them, and faced like my past I cant really be completely happy even if Lacee finds me a white bf like she told me. Its not about a bf is just I can really put my mind 100% because I missed them. Well let see if he calls me today on his work brake like he told me. PRAY FOR ME.

Cloud.