My life sucks.
Things getting worst and worst by the minute. I got online and I saw Ale online and got really happy, but my stupid brother got into an argument and kick me out of internet. Well when I got back he was offline already. I being crying because I am desperate to see what I feel when I see him. Whats my reaccion and what its his reaccion. I dont know I am confused and I can keep going like this. Someone explain to me what should I do. I can barely sleep because I am constantly thinking about him. Am I crazy because someone needs to tell me. Dont people read my blogs. PLEASE DO. well ttyl hope tomorrow is a better day for me. At least thats what I hope for.
Cloud. 
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You know that I try and always help you out whenever I can. All I can say is that you just need to follow your heart and jump without looking. Just because you can't explain the way that you feel everything happens for a reason. I think that you have these feelings for a reason too. Why wait and see whats going to happen? What are you doing other than holding yourself back? Either you have to move on and take life a step at a time or you are going to be sitting on a rock until the time comes for you to go you Cuba and see Ale. I think that you need to start jumping. Think about yourself rather than yourself with this guy. What would happen between you guys anyway when he lives in Cuba and you are going to school in Austin? I don't know if you are strong enough to handle something like that my dear. I can hook you up with a white guy? I know that would make you happy! Lol. Just kidding, unless you really want me too. I love you sweetheart and I only want what is best for you. I have to go to bed though. Night my love. ~Lacee~ |
